Had to...
It's true that I have been neglectful of my blog but more than anything I have been trying to avoid certaint things in life that well to tell the truth I still cant handle. Maybe it was my foolishness thinking that this year would be different concerning everything. I know that I have a near two maybe three month gap that I have yet to fill and maybe I will maybe I wont I guess it'll depend on life, I dont know it could be tomorrow, next week, month, or maybe never, maybe I'll let those things reside inside of me and when I look back at this maybe it'll sting a little less. I know Im being vague but just an accumulation of things have really tested me and I dont know how Im doing. I guess I gotta learn to breathe again, stand up once more, but right now it's hard, it's real hard.
posted by Shaistie at 11:35 PM
