...and she fell in the bushes...
It's things like these that reassure me that no matter how big of an ass I can be there will always be someone to laugh right along with me...Cheli poor Cheli, after we found out that you were okay all four of us had a good laugh and even though it was at your expense you laughed right along with us....Im lucky I've found good friends... Yes, sometimes I indirectly cause them to um miss class, but c'mon Roxy you were hungry right? Thanks for coming along you know its always good times withcha. hug? okay no, I know perhaps a high five? I knew you wouldn't leave me hangin...I hope lol...
Today's thoughts:
*why am I bad at recieving compliments? did I miss the
"how to" on that one?
*why cant I sit through an entire baseball game on T.V and
yet I can watch the last couple innings like an avid fan?
Go Yankees? lol
*Men suck
*Damn this sandwich is good--->Domingo your sooo good to me
*Cell phone--->off
*18 more days til Basketball New Year! ( tears of joy I'm well
overdue, Im deprived)
*Spain for a semester?
*Summer internship?
*Rain=cold =brrr=bad.....BUT snowboarding closer woohoo!!!
Neiman Marcus Brownies lot of work but damn, good pick me upper most definately....well Im developing a habit maybe bad maybe good but I come home on tuesdays to chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream and a taped episode of that nights EVE, good looking out courtesy of my lil' bro. On the real, sometimes the kid can be useful, um I mean sweet. I think he noticed slightly, as much as a guy can anyway, and he's been pretty cool about it, the other day he left a bag of skittles on my desk with a post-it with just a happy face drawn on it, granted he'd kill me if he knew I published this part, lets keep this between you and me lol...
I found out that he went back.... I shouldnt think about it anymore.... guys suck
posted by Shaistie at 11:38 PM
It's always been me....
Going back to the start, yep. Trying to regain some of me back. You know the ball in my hands feels good. Although it did hurt and I had to swallow hard I allowed myself to get back to it. My hands dirty, the sound, all the feelings that I've known so well that I had forgotten. I cried hard. All the emotions pent up inside, everything. I think I've found an old friend. How could I forgotten? You've always helped me through and today well today will be a little easier. I stopped thinking after some time only one thing mattered. It didnt matter what I have to finish for work, school, anything, this was me. I have to learn to be me again. So my blog bare with me....
posted by Shaistie at 10:27 PM
